Saturday, March 22, 2014
Monday, February 10, 2014
assumptions
you would think by now i would have hardened my heart up enough
im used to the dust kicked up in my eyes
you'd think by now my sockets would have ran dry
you would think by now i would have ran out of tears to cry
Friday, January 31, 2014
I've fallen and I can't get up
Mad in love...
I hate it.
But im deep in it.... it was basically love at first sight.
I'm a half year into it.
Constant struggle to keep my wits about me.
If he is the one for me, my partner, down the road this won't matter. But I can't handle this again that is for sure. I will be asbtinate for the rest of my life if he leaves me. It will be my last. I do not care to do this again that is for sure. Unless the Goddess settles me on a more kind soul than the one I know now. The risk of another loser is not worth the trouble they will cause.
Either way, I have art and my career to be at my side. He gives me everything, including my space. I need to love to give him his.
I must outgrow the pains and struggles to master the medium. I must make falling in love like falling in love with a process.
I hate it.
But im deep in it.... it was basically love at first sight.
I'm a half year into it.
Constant struggle to keep my wits about me.
If he is the one for me, my partner, down the road this won't matter. But I can't handle this again that is for sure. I will be asbtinate for the rest of my life if he leaves me. It will be my last. I do not care to do this again that is for sure. Unless the Goddess settles me on a more kind soul than the one I know now. The risk of another loser is not worth the trouble they will cause.
Either way, I have art and my career to be at my side. He gives me everything, including my space. I need to love to give him his.
I must outgrow the pains and struggles to master the medium. I must make falling in love like falling in love with a process.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Setting Intentions
Oh man!! I am about to embark, ok I still have about a month before I head to PURA VIDA!!!! aka Costa Rica!! lush tropical! coconut! waves! sandy beaches! babes! and monkeys!! ohhhh and of course
I am so blessed to be experiencing Envision Festival, one more time! I will try and capture my experience to the best of my ability and bring that home to share with all my phriends and phamily, via FREE LIFE ENTERTAINMENT!!!! check us out at www.befreewithus.com !!
Envision 2014!!!!
I am so blessed to be experiencing Envision Festival, one more time! I will try and capture my experience to the best of my ability and bring that home to share with all my phriends and phamily, via FREE LIFE ENTERTAINMENT!!!! check us out at www.befreewithus.com !!
Envision 2014!!!!
I am in disbelief that this could be my life. and yet, here I am! So what does this all mean? I wish I could explain it to you now, best for me to just go with the flow, document as best I can, and bring it back with me.
Stay tuned for furthur updates .. one love!
Friday, December 27, 2013
this again
i wake up dope sick from your affection
i dont know how to put it into words how you leave me feeling
everytime i see you, i think it may be the last, ive never felt that way before with someone
it makes me feel hopeless
loving some one from afar is increadibly masochistically satisfying
i wish i could understand this better
i dont know how to put it into words how you leave me feeling
everytime i see you, i think it may be the last, ive never felt that way before with someone
it makes me feel hopeless
loving some one from afar is increadibly masochistically satisfying
i wish i could understand this better
Sunday, December 1, 2013
turning it over in my mind again
could i have your heart
could i have your hand
just for a little while
while this sun sets
and these leaves turn
quick before the frost sets in
before the flora falls to the dirt
decomposes and mushrooms consume
before my energy is
inconsumable by your hand
you could pick me up then
put me in your mouth
you can have my gills and spores
and my mind trip too
my hands will have slipped away
just like the melodies
my heart hummed to you
can you dip your vibration into mine
put a current in my rhythm
let my high tides rise to you
could i have your hand
just for a little while
while this sun sets
and these leaves turn
quick before the frost sets in
before the flora falls to the dirt
decomposes and mushrooms consume
before my energy is
inconsumable by your hand
you could pick me up then
put me in your mouth
you can have my gills and spores
and my mind trip too
my hands will have slipped away
just like the melodies
my heart hummed to you
can you dip your vibration into mine
put a current in my rhythm
let my high tides rise to you
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