Sunday, January 30, 2011

Keep the Streets Empty For Me

memory comes when memory's old
i am never the first to know
following this stream up north
where do people like us float?

there is room in my lap
for bruises, asses, handclaps
i will never disappear
for forever, i'll be here

whispering
morning keep the streets empty for me
morning keep the streets empty for me

i learned to not eat the snow
my fur is hot, my tongue is cold
on a bed of spider web
i think about to change myself

a lot of hope in one man tent
there's no room for innocence
so take me home before the storm
velvet mites will keep us warm

whispering
morning keep the streets empty for me
morning keep the streets empty for me

whispering
morning keep the streets empty for me
morning keep the streets empty for me

uncover our heads and reveal our souls
we were hungry before we were born

Saturday, January 29, 2011

ooops, i appear to have stepped into a star puddle


it kinda falls apart at the end
but here::

there is a star in the sky
with a twinkle, catches my drifting eye
there is no rain tonight
the moon shines high
focusing light through pine needle leaves
sewing in and out the tides
pulling my heart strings tight
there is a star in your eyes
it speaks to the surprise
all my ever changing fears
a calm and steady beat that breaths
in and about pine needle leaves
a rhythm breathing midnight into the air
holding on a pedistal the star in your eye
when it twinkles back to me

*Eleanor Josephine

its my more enlightened being friends

which oh my, im meeting so many
miraculous beautifuls, it overwhelmes
how much i want to be with people
rather than high on drugs

Friday, January 28, 2011

Spiritualized - Anyway That You Want Me

If its love that you want
Baby you got it
From the depth of my soul
Baby you got it
Ive been watching you
Am I loving you in vain
Girl theres no need to explain
Anyway that you want me
Anyway that youll take me
Anyway that youll make me feel a part of you
Anyway at all

If theres dreams in your heart
Theyll last forever
From the depth of my soul
Ill make them come true
Ive been watching you
Am I loving you in vain
Girl theres no need to explain

Anyway that you want me
Anyway that youll take me
Anyway that youll make me feel a part of you
Anyway at all

Thursday, January 27, 2011

the lesser animals are the only ones who truly see our wold for what it is...

if you were walking a tight rope in between heaven and hell would you spare a feeling to continue and not try to fall?

only makes sense in moonlight

there is a star in the sky
with a twinkle, catches my drifting eye
there is no rain tonight
the moon shines high
focusing light through pine needle leaves
sewing in and out the tides
pulling my heart strings tight
there is a star in your eyes
it speaks to the surprise
all my ever changing fears
a calm and steady beat that breaths
in and about pine needle leaves
a rhythm breathing midnight into the air
holding on a pedistal the star in your eye
when it twinkles back to me

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

where am i in all of this?

its almost a month into 2011. the best year yet. i am full to the brim. i feel like the painting on my wall of a bucket with the bottom dropping out, so full with water over flowing. im at a new chapter in my life. i am independantly free and thinking from all of the substances that held me down for years before. i remember feeling the anxiety of needed the release. and to my surprise i do not have that same anxiety. my heart is calm, not wanting to race. my mind is appeased and full of a brand new appetite. my paintbrush, like a chamelion, changing color from setting scene. i cant even describe all the images in my mind. i cant find the words and painting only seems a fitting way to show my visions. that and drums. i want to play and dance and sing, oh the joyful song of discovery and rediscovery and independant wealth. not the wealth of money but wealth of love and vision.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

you are like a tree for me

oh how i grow, how i grow
wrapped in your roots like arms
under your leaves and shade
never have i felt so strong
than with my hands in your hands
holding up my heart

Thursday, January 13, 2011

i dont know what's wrong with me

i dont feel like i can relate right now
i want a perfect collaboration
i miss the good ol "scum" dayz
i want some one to know what im thinking
and say it for me
i want to be able to understand some one's feelings

Sunday, January 9, 2011

strange days

my biggest fear is that i cannot save the planet
i dont know what that means
but i dont want to see the end.
of any thing good
it will slip through my fingers like sand
the expected unexpected will catch up with me
and the silence that comes next
i can only hope nature persists