Friday, May 20, 2011

the way you move me

youre holding me by my hip
you dictate language to me
you direct the way i move for you
when you offer me your hand
the best laid path is set before me
because im walking next to you
in my heart i feel this pull
in cooridination with your push

Thursday, May 19, 2011


This is an excellent time to study the cosmos if you acted on principles the cosmos is actively encouraging you to to be a little extra selfish and
eager to bend the world to meet your needs it's crucial that you do this politely and graciously.
it's a great time to stick out further in harmonious alingment with the astrological omens its a high time to work creatively and
appreciatively with what nature has given you
not try to force it to accommodate some soulless desire.

-Appropriated text taken from Free Will Astrology by Rob Brezny, The Stranger, Week of March 30th 2011

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

do i own my body?

i could contain in my brain
my ownership over my own body
but i do not even own my brain
at this point in my life
muscle memory is a more consistent truth
at this point in my life
if i owned my own body would i still feel alone,
cold pain, that will not cease
i am alone staring at the ghost in the wall
drifting in between a memory and history
listening to the strain in my heart beat
i do not have a way of being free, with out constraint
i dont have much outside myself that makes me complete
ten minutes on a wall, is like ten minutes with out heroin
thank god i've already gone through with drawl
give me freedom
or give me death...
but right now, alone, i'd rather die.
i can't pretend enough
but right now, i'd rather be alone
than to know the emptiness in my heart with out you.