my classical psychedlic

my psychic
you play on words around me
you dance around me with your words
you make me reach
you give me the sky to reach toward
and you set the boundaries for my control
i value your soul
we both live in this death world
what will you give to stay on this road

week one evergreen education

what a beautiful thing the mind can be when it given the proper environment in which to thrive

RARE MAGICAL CREATURES

Thank you Trash & Garnish, and Oh Pony! for modeling and styling! Unicorn mask by GnG

Some How I thought I could do so much better than this

you pulled my neck into your kiss
you made me aware of your passionate
its useful you know better
you filled my lungs and overwhelmed
i was
splitting my ribs breaking me open
it's how the karma splits
that puts you in the middle of bliss

photo by Brooke Bechtal of Trash & Garnish

Down this road

photo by Trash & Garnish


GnG self-portrait

CONSUMER FEAR DEPT

the capricorn is a capsule

Sometimes I wish I could explain to my family the duties of being a capricorn. Besides my emotionally void father, I am the only capricorn I know in the family. Courtenay once explained one of the capricorn duties to be emotionally sensitive. I found this point interesting after having lived with my father for 17 years and noticed his lack of emotions odd in comparison. I have always felt my emotions were overwhelmingly strong. It could be the possibility that several years of experience may have taught my father a wise lesson. I wish I could explain to my family how I feel everything they feel. I have been so overwhelmed with feelings from the people around me at times I become physically ill. No matter how far I remove myself from a situation I am perpetually stricken by the obligation these feelings bring. Some how I feel these feelings are breaking me...

Something about Rolling Skies

people will desert you. for what ever reason. sometime's it's not even you're fault, no attention to detail could keep it from falling apart. and sometime's you can't expect people to sit around a wait while you get your shit together. i often live by the theory that i have to take care of numero uno before anything else. so no matter how much i want to help you, i cant help you unless i help myself first. it's because of this theory i myself opt to take myself out of the equation before i let some one i care about hurt me.
see, it's all about patience. buddha said life is suffering. it takes a skilled old soul to see that with patience the suffering is subdued to some extent. and only with patience can you withstand the suffering long enough to see the light on the horizon. patience is what makes friendship bonds stronger even after years of seperation.
like i said though, it takes a while to figure out the art of patience....

but life isn't about suffering and lost friends or getting dumped via voicemail by some one you consider more seriously than any other in some time...
it's a about having the ability to lay on your back and stare up at the sky and watch the clouds roll by as the sun turns the bright blue sky shades of purples, pinks, and fiery orange yellows.