i dont cry for any one these days

regardless im sitting in my bed balling tears
thinking of how i need you to negate every feeling i have
thinking of the last time i cried im pretty sure was about you too
thinking how i cant catch my breath with out your heart beat near mine
how i completely get your head not being in the right place
and despite that i want my head to be where your head is too
seeing your face woke me up from some sleepy dream i had
seeing your face was reality and seeing you walk right past me
was seeing my whole life before my eyes
im too dramatic
this is already out of proportion

play rex the dog remix of heartbeats by the knife here

this is how it is

i sing and swim in lakes all day
and i neglect my passion for the love in
i want to write a story for you
to put down your perspective of me
especially when you see me late at night
its dark and we're dancing you stand close to me
hold my hip because its the only
way you can feel my beat
and i gently want to kiss you
because you explore the generous
gifts the pleasurable planet brings
normal people dont see it this way
those curls in my hair representing dna

and now the seaweed song by passion pit plays and you forget everything you knew about me

seaweed song - passion pit

-- i can't honestly publically express what i feel right now, but passion pit has a lot of songs i identify with at the moment

Some day you'll see
Surrounded by angels
Floating atop of the sea
Abandon me
Don't go where they go
Don't sing all the songs they sing

[Chorus]
Nobody knows you the way you know you
But I think I do
But I thought I knew
Yeah, I thought I knew
Nobody knows you the way you know you
But I think I do
But I thought I knew
Yeah, I thought I knew

Between these walls
Her back, strange glimpse, casts shadows frighteningly tall
I slow to a crawl
I jump and I yell but she hears nothing at all

[Chorus]

Stay, stay the same
'Cause everything else will change
And I've always been to blame
So please just stay the same

The currents pull me in
The tide has reached my chin
The seaweed tickles skin
Just let the water win
I'm freezing to the bone
You'll never be at home
Just watch, you're running out
Just watch your body go

[Chorus]


and the horoscope to go with this
It's unsettling when you are attracted to the same instability that you normally would avoid. But today you are fascinated by intellectual brilliance, even if it lacks in practical value. You are excited by the unorthodox behavior of radical thinkers and bohemian artists. Your unusual behavior might worry you, but that's a normal reaction. Just keep in mind that your traditionalist approach to life will return as early as tomorrow.

live to tell the tale - passion pit

this is the room where we always dreamed
of grass and splendid evenings
emitting frequencies, lost between the
leaves and things
and i held on brightly, crushing quietly
feeling mountains rising out of
make-believe seas, creating typhoons
of feelings not easily made without need

god bless that smile on your face
god bless the seeds in the ground
god bless my family's keen gaze,
oh, i know
that whatever happens to you,
whatever happens to me,
i hope that i'll fall asleep
knowing that you'll always be
the story with no ending

the whole slew blossomed beautifully,
and i was beside myself
so i gave into your love
as you rapture asleep, upended
and this is like i have always dreamed:
cobblestone and dusty feet
that's the way it should always be
head over heels and deftly
wonderful and healthy

do you remember your freedom?

do you know the difference between this and that?
the cool breeze pressing against your face
peeling with it sensations across your nerves
holding tight and flying
the rhythms and the heart beats and the speed
the rise and fall of the plateaus and mountains
the blood red sediment lines
they all rose together and receded the same
everything united and my brain had melted
i felt the release

Colourful Colorado! pt. 2

In honour of the record release

if some one would please buy me the KLEERUP!!! record!!!! <3 vinyl format would just be the most delightful

Lyrics to Until We Bleed :
I'm naked
I'm numb
I'm stupid
I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'

Lights black; heads bang
You're my drug
We live it
You're drunk, you need it
Real love, I'll give it
So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

You wasted your times
On my heart
You've burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you'll fall, too

Doors slam
Lights black
You're gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me
So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts

Now we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts