i fell asleep and in my dream he was watching me
like a david lynch character, asking me the right questions to make myself think properly
i want to make him a mask and let him hop around the farm while i photograph
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Saturday, December 5, 2009
you know what kind of lyfe this is
saturday morning
left over from sleeping on the floor at the foot of your bed
between his dingo and him
just another traveler on this road and last night we were traveling together
coconut marangue in my hair and pores
and this morning ill cook up that taste in your mouth
when you hit this crack foil
bumpin dru down
these beats are the intrinsic ones that put us here together
what else should i do
the first night we spent together you held me sooooo close
the last night we spent together you hardly touched me
well i dont have that kind of discrimination
when you played with the symmetry of my face next to yours
i was lost in that and parts of me havent come back
you split me half for half and i left something with you
but because of how these exchanges go
i left you intact with yourself and nothing to take back with me
i just have those memories
you pressing me closer
giving only for the expansion of my ribs
left over from sleeping on the floor at the foot of your bed
between his dingo and him
just another traveler on this road and last night we were traveling together
coconut marangue in my hair and pores
and this morning ill cook up that taste in your mouth
when you hit this crack foil
bumpin dru down
these beats are the intrinsic ones that put us here together
what else should i do
the first night we spent together you held me sooooo close
the last night we spent together you hardly touched me
well i dont have that kind of discrimination
when you played with the symmetry of my face next to yours
i was lost in that and parts of me havent come back
you split me half for half and i left something with you
but because of how these exchanges go
i left you intact with yourself and nothing to take back with me
i just have those memories
you pressing me closer
giving only for the expansion of my ribs
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
i JUST had my mind torn apart
Fucking Shit! This month really needs to be over
When people are really passionate about things they emit this intense amount of love. It's pure energy you can feel warping around you when you're near them. And then when they focus that intense passion and energy to you, it's something greater than even love can describe.
I don't think I've felt this kind of loving passion since I met travis... and before that Corey... and to feel it now, at this point in my life.. I didn't think was possible. After you try so many times, people can become desensitized to such passion. I felt like I could have been drifting to this dark side of pretending not to feel just so I won't feel so much.
So I feel I risked a lot last night. Certain emotional inhibitions were ignorred inspite of the fleetingness of his presence around me. Who knows how long or when or how this would last. I'd like to leave it at this so that I can keep this momentary bliss in the forefront and anything emotionally scarring far in the distance. Leave tomorrow so I can go on and continue to wonder. You wrapped me in something so comfortable I can hardly stand to ignore the influence in my life from you, already, so soon, so simple.
When people are really passionate about things they emit this intense amount of love. It's pure energy you can feel warping around you when you're near them. And then when they focus that intense passion and energy to you, it's something greater than even love can describe.
I don't think I've felt this kind of loving passion since I met travis... and before that Corey... and to feel it now, at this point in my life.. I didn't think was possible. After you try so many times, people can become desensitized to such passion. I felt like I could have been drifting to this dark side of pretending not to feel just so I won't feel so much.
So I feel I risked a lot last night. Certain emotional inhibitions were ignorred inspite of the fleetingness of his presence around me. Who knows how long or when or how this would last. I'd like to leave it at this so that I can keep this momentary bliss in the forefront and anything emotionally scarring far in the distance. Leave tomorrow so I can go on and continue to wonder. You wrapped me in something so comfortable I can hardly stand to ignore the influence in my life from you, already, so soon, so simple.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Shaun Bass, Steven Meisel, and Italian Vogue on Chanel
Some one is taking good cues from the British underground scene.
I'm just saying, Bass has been on this tip for a minute now... check out his awesome cross pendants! for sale in local British shops, you too can have this look!!
I've talked fabrics with Shaun before and I feel like an idiot for putting two and two together this late into the season... but it's not even 2010 yet, so I could be doing better than others.
Any way this post in appreciation to Karl Laggerfield, Shaun Bass, and Steven Meisel for shooting this great set in Italia Vogue Oct 2009, TOO SHY SHY.... HUSH HUSH
infatuations
I can't wait for this month to be over, I'm striving for too much as it is. I'm throwing myself tiny distractions to keep from truly focusing on one thing.
I was driving home from the farm house last night. I think I was listening to the Juan Maclean. I had taken a wrong turn and got lost in the woods on this big looping drive. It was Fishtrap Ln or something like that. I seriously thought Olympia had sucked my soul out and I was in limbo on my way to hell.
I threw out all the mushrooms i had today. i DONT think Ive ever done that. but it felt right.
I eventually emerged from the depths of forest back onto familiar paths and made my way home. I wanted to call David Lynch and tell him all about it.
There's something about this mad man. He's truly passionate, I can tell he feels things whole heartedly. In a strange contrast its probably why I could never be with him. But maybe I could. Maybe I just need my own farm, I'll ranch beats and bass speakers. I had this crazy fantasy that he let me photograph him slaughtering an animal and something along the lines of the witching scene from the Jim Morrrison Door's movie occured next.
Olivia and I were talking about the future prospect of my vegetarianism.. I've been feeling that way a lot more lately. Just the unnecessity of eating meat. And then when I consider Andy's way of life I think I'd only eat meat that he killed for me.
I could dedicate it all to you
I was driving home from the farm house last night. I think I was listening to the Juan Maclean. I had taken a wrong turn and got lost in the woods on this big looping drive. It was Fishtrap Ln or something like that. I seriously thought Olympia had sucked my soul out and I was in limbo on my way to hell.
I threw out all the mushrooms i had today. i DONT think Ive ever done that. but it felt right.
I eventually emerged from the depths of forest back onto familiar paths and made my way home. I wanted to call David Lynch and tell him all about it.
There's something about this mad man. He's truly passionate, I can tell he feels things whole heartedly. In a strange contrast its probably why I could never be with him. But maybe I could. Maybe I just need my own farm, I'll ranch beats and bass speakers. I had this crazy fantasy that he let me photograph him slaughtering an animal and something along the lines of the witching scene from the Jim Morrrison Door's movie occured next.
Olivia and I were talking about the future prospect of my vegetarianism.. I've been feeling that way a lot more lately. Just the unnecessity of eating meat. And then when I consider Andy's way of life I think I'd only eat meat that he killed for me.
I could dedicate it all to you
GLITCHNGROWLLL
Friday, November 27, 2009
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