no one understands me like you do

but i have to be honest... when ever i browse other people's blogs for music, i feel really great when i find a sight that is just now posting tracks i heard about a year ago. I'd like to think i follow music like some people follow fashion, and well like i like to follow fashion, i like to be on the cutting edge of trends. I like to be the first to hear new things and know i was the one who influenced others to listen. Usually if some one is raving over something I heard about a year ago, I know they're not up to date. It crazy how some things slip past me though. But not much, no not much! I'm watching snow pile up outside! and no its not piling up my nose!

i want to be in london, where i can attend super super parties!

i mean check out there party pics! amazing! i want backdrops in my life.... BACKDROPS!!!!

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Trash & Garnish

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against my better judgement

yeah i should have stayed indoors today. i normally opt to stay at home doing nothing on sundays like today, but instead, in the pursuit of happiness i went out drinking. now im just a little bit colder and a little bit sicker. i attempted productivity, but was i really? did i really do anything anyway?

smutZINE

im contributing to trash and garnish. i'm not so much a smut writer, most of my poems are based around immense drug use. however, michael holzinger decided that my smutty behavior definately qualifies me to be a smut writer, in fact i should be proficient in this area.

here's the first draft of the first smut poem. and yes, soon i will write about all smutty activity troy lumpkin and i have participated in, now that's art!!!!!!

my socks are soaked through

but the rain on my skin doesnt

bother me in the same fashion

wearing the rain is a fashion

when your nipples stand so hard

taking off my shirt to show appreciation

you address me like a desperate act

you hand me the bill stained brown

i take it and try not to act afraid

heroin laced smoke passes my lips

too tired and too cold

you're too cold to get up your

frozen winter dick the folds of my body

show my lack of aspirations

its so easy to believe you don't love me

its so easy to believe you love me

to believe that you breath spaces

between your thoughts to think of me

my heart is breaking already

the first shards have began to splinter

its a wikkid november to remember things this way

its a dead wikked winter

which means its all too cold

and alone for a mind like mine

but tomorrow it will snow

we will begin the upward slope again

we all want to inspire some one

i have a fan, he called me during my last track. he said he loves me, maybe it's for real!!!

i'm eating a chocolate orange just like my mom would give me as a kid for christmas!! i should really write my trash n garnish piece

here's your party set for dec 13 twothousand and eight, it snowed in olympia for the first day this year!

who you wit? (mano rmx) - steed lord
the turn - m.i.a.
track six - 12 12
noir desir (vivasulfer rmx) - vive le fete
human wreck (radio edit) - adult.
hi beam baby - a.d.a.m. baby!

get innocuous - lcd sound system
dirtysouf - lil flip
neeve - woolfy vs projections
don’t tell me - hank shostak
the spices of love chesty (nmedrop rmx) - lets get invisible

i want your love - chromatics
the wizard - bat for lashes

head dress - amazing baby
vw - late of the pier 

11th hour (eliot lipp rmx) - cubik & origami
this is london - dusk and blackdown
audio track 03 - geneva jecuzzi

gravity (joe and will ask? rmx) - division kent 
butterflys clumped in large groups - alphabets

move (metronomy rmx) - css
black lips - askine
a.council - clark
tight pants - ninjasonik

ambition (livyo rmx) - dj dlg and laidback luke
believe in yourself - the creatures
every cell can tell - the duke spirit
walking on a dream - empire of the sun
olympic airways (moscow rmx) - foal
headlong into the night - thieves like us
nylon (stalking butlers rmx) - gorilla gorilla gorilla and the girl

switchblade (la riots rmx) - hearts revolution

The plan is to drink less and listen more

I'm going to seattle this weekend, basically just to see John Read, the Wiggins, play in a state I've never seen him play in before. I'm going to the Centralia hospital today to see Phil. He basically wrecked his life this time. It's the junk. I want to become a more all around aware person. So I'm really opposed to most all substances. I ate acid last weekend and short while later I snorted half a mdma capsule. It's just wearing on me. The first thing McKenzie said to me when I told him was "Oh no, don't do that". I guess its along the lines of even that exploration, isn't even exploration any more. Does that mean I am all grown up? What do I even drink for anymore. The feelings I used to try to drink away, I don't even consider feelings anymore, they're an offshoot experience of life. Plain and simple, its just a part of life. 

I havent really been up to anything

just the usual.. here is my track selection for 12-06-2008

drug like -  action action

skillz - add n to (x)

supreme being - amazing baby *who i just had the pleasure of reading about in nylon the day the next day. maybe its because i dont really read magazine, but coincidence found itself in amazing baby!*

steady ballin - dj screw

ideas as opiates (dianita mix) - tears for fears

another land - medio mutante

in the heat of the night - pat benatar

private dancer - tina turner

windy - the association

confusion - dusk and black down (12robvz mixish)

glitter pills - health

is it medicine - the knife

little bit - lykki li 

playmate of the century - miss kitten

elizabeth (joe & will ask? 11pm remix) - mystery jets

right as rain - mr beasly

moving forward (designer drugs rmx) - protokoll

test four - sweet exorcist (black strobe rmx)

cold rythm - //TENSE//

dope boi - muffy

code 7429 - lullibies in the dark

viewers like you -  lets get invisible